Welcome Tarot Nuts,
I have recently come across others who “SAY” they don’t believe in Tarot/ Divination/ supernatural etc. after repeatedly requesting a reading/guidance .
I don’t need you to believe what I believe. I do expect the same curtsy I give you in your beliefs.
Therein lies the problem … I hold you to my high standards! I expected you to be my equal.
I realize there are many who are not enlightened and have not found their lifes’ calling. And I fully accept and embrace them as they are. My dilemma comes from those who “claim” to be on a journey of growth and ask/beg for guidance,Then strike out and belittle and degrade everything I believe and represent. This was a very disappointing and bewildering attack against me as a person and not just my journey in the Spiritual Realm.
Those who snap your head off ,rant and accuse you of, off the wall random hardships they endured all their lives including their childhood. They went on to blame me for things I “did”…. that I feel a truly against my nature.
At first I questioned myself and wondered if I am really that underhanded?! Am I truly that vindictive and rude?! Do I really treat people that way?!
I began to feel insecure and second guessing everything I have done or should do………….
I wondered how many others are harboring ill will against me for my lack of compassion and superiority!
I am left feeling totally clueless as to what has just transpired!
Then I take some time to meditate, regroup and marinade ……………
After a long introspection…I have come to the conclusion…………….. that Ah ha moment!
I see that this person is showing me their true colors! They have been conveniently expecting me to fix all their problems. They have been trying to use and manipulate me into believing I have failed them and caused all their hardships. They of course have nothing to do with how their lives turned out. Even though I have only know them a short time. Your choices predict your future, choose wisely.
Apparently I was an easy target. It is always easier to point at someone else than take any responsibility for yourself!
Long story short: Why attack me and then move on the next “lightworker/ Tarot reader/ healer”!
At first I was very angry, upset, I sat in disbelief that ‘they’ are on other webinars and the like, begging for FREE READINGS! NEEDING HELP NOW. I was caught off guard and left wondering how many of them are there?!
Are you doing it to prove your better…and we are all fakes/wrong in our beliefs…are you angry because we have found peace and joy….are you so lost that you know no other way to reach out for help!
Are you so threatened by others happiness that you must cause kayos in the lives of even those you are supposed to love the most? Are you so self involved and selfish that you really don’t see how your are effecting the ones who care about you.
Why judge and degrade “US” , knock ‘US’ down and then move on to your next victim?!
I gave you the benefit of the doubt, as will the others, but it won’t last long………
In the end YOU will still be you, hiding in the shadows…… in the darkness!
I’m not saying you have to believe in our “gifts”. I’m saying open you heart and your mind. Its time to come out of the closet and admit your truth. Everyone has something to overcome! Everyone struggles in this human world.
ONLY YOU can CREATE your future , Stop living in the past and trying to punish everyone else! We all have our own demons to fight.
Someday I hope you will look back at all the pain you caused…..I hope you can break the circle and find a better way to let go of the unchangeable past.
I was blindside with your interpretation of my world and how “perfect” my life is though your eyes And yet how imperfect you find me to be. I have worked hard to overcome many obstacles and find my way.
And I choose not to let you change my path! I will continue to grow and shine my light. I will strive to help others find the light! And Yes I will even wait for you…………. maybe not in this life time……but the next!
You were a lesson on my journey….It took longer than I had hoped for me to come to terms with my reaction.
It also took me longer to understand where you are on your journey as I thought you were seeking enlightenment and quickly realized you don’t want to do the work. You can’t face what you have let yourself become. Yet you can not change until YOU face your own demons and actually work on raising your vibration.
When you know better you do better! Its time to come out of the darkness of the closet and embrace the light!
Thank you, I will no longer blindly accept the mask people show to the world, I will no longer offer “free” readings for those don’t value my beliefs. I will no longer expect others to be following the path and I now know many are stuck in the cycle of self destruction and I can not help them unless they want to help themselves!
Blessings of letting go of what no longer serves you,